Sunday, October 27, 2013
Friday, October 18, 2013
Thursday, October 17, 2013
Yay!
Uploading and editing the first of many videos! Hope you all are ready! I decided to start with a light hearted haul video that should be so much fun! Hope you munchkins enjoy it! That is what I am now calling you all, munchkins! <3
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Old poem I found
Found this while reading through some old stuff! Thought it was nice!
My Mother
I have learned that no matter what we will love our mothers. Whether she beat us, yelled at us, or she simply wasn't there... we will love her. Once she leaves for good we will miss her... and no matter what she did we will miss her touch, because no matter what no one's touch will feel like your mother's. No one will ever hold you so tightly, you can't replicate the way she brushed your hair, how no matter how violent she was, after she was sober she would look at you with love and longing for forgiveness. My mother's love was painful and cruel, but it was there. Her love may have been clouded, but it taught me that even the worst of mothers are capable of a soft touch every now and then. My mother also taught me that pain can kill you, but there are ways to speed it up. My mother taught me that without love there is no hate, and that love can turn into hate quickly. My mother taught me that love can drive you insane and that you will never give up on your children. My mother gave me the mentality that we are cruelest to those we love, or those our loved ones love. My mother taught me that with out drugs she could have a mother's touch.... My mother taught me that I am loving to a fault.. My mother taught me when to let go but to never lose hope. My mother taught me that I can't save anyone who doesn't wish to be saved. My mother taught me that music will tell you things about a person they never would. My mother taught me that a pen and paper can save a mind. My mother taught me that I am capable of more than anyone thinks. My mother taught me that I have my own life. My mother taught me that my instincts should be followed. The best thing my mother taught is that I am capable of unconditional love.... That I can love someone no matter what they do.
Monday, October 14, 2013
New tights
Literally my favorite tights! From H&M! Maybe will make a fashion haul video! What do you guys think?
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Pictures!
I added the pictures with both text and no text, which do you like best? Please remember that all photos have been taken by us, and if you would like to share them feel free but we would love the credit! <3
Update
So I think I may go out and take some lovely pictures and do that today. Plan on updating them and editing so that they look good. I can only do so much with my cell phone you know, I am planning on getting a professional camera, maybe. Not sure. Anyway just wanted to tell everyone! <3
Saturday, October 12, 2013
This Help: Poem: WARNING, SAD.
*WARNING* readers who depress easily please do not read. And no, I am not talking about drugs or promoting unsafe coping. Please get help if you need it.
This Help.
You help me
But they say you're wrong
You help me forget about it all.
You make me relax like prescribed medicine,
you help me sleep oh so peacefully.
You know you hurt me, but that's okay.
Cause without you I have anxiety.
I know you're wrong,
But without you I have to think how to breathe.
What kind of life is that? Forgetting how to see all the beauty. Cause with this goddamn mind of mine I don't just forget to smell the roses I rush right past them. To me the roses don't even exist. That's how I work, there is always some chatter, always something going on, always something I can do better. And that is how it's always been, I hope not how it always will be, and sometimes I feel hopeless like I'll never get to see the beauty.
This poem is not about me personally, I was inspired by watching others and their life choices. Please, if you have a problem get help.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Photos
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
I have a rant
I am going to rant and tell you all something that annoys me. I hate when people complain/say life isn't fair to them. You know what won't be fair? When you get smacked upside the head. (Just kidding, avoid violence munchkins) When people do these things I want to look at them and say "Life isn't fair to anyone, stop whining." Because guess what? Life isn't fair, it's freaking life. This is how life works, you work your butt off for the bare minimum and you do things that make you happy to forget it all. So no, your life isn't fair, neither is mine, or your mother's, or your siblings, it's life. It's not fair, it's hard, it's no fun, but you go through it so that one day you can look back and say I did a good job. I hate when people whine, and I hate when they whine and say that they are spreading awareness for what they are whining about. There is a difference from sharing your story and complaining. I don't need or want to hear about how "No one understands me" and "No one gets my pain" you know what shush. Maybe no one is listening because you are complaining, not saying "Here is what happened to me, this is what I go through." That is so much more productive than starting off with "You don't know what I go through" because that makes people, like me, feel like you are a whiny child. So maybe you should think while you are spreading awareness.
I'm sorry, this is harsh, but I can't stand people. Plus I am kinda depressed and can't think of anything happy. I may blog some more later today, and hopefully will be more happy after I eat icecream. Does anyone have any books I can read? I've been wanting to read more, expand the mind. Love you munchkins don't forget to fallow our Tumblr and Twitter (Located on the side of the page) :)
I'm sorry, this is harsh, but I can't stand people. Plus I am kinda depressed and can't think of anything happy. I may blog some more later today, and hopefully will be more happy after I eat icecream. Does anyone have any books I can read? I've been wanting to read more, expand the mind. Love you munchkins don't forget to fallow our Tumblr and Twitter (Located on the side of the page) :)
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
How to get out of your funk
K so I've been going over some of my best ways to feel better and this is what I have.
1. Cry, cry a lot.
2. Listen to Get Lucky by Daft Punk.
3. Listen to Blurred Lines By Robin Thicke.
4. Listen to almost any Justin Timberlake song.
5. Dance.
6. Wear a cute outfit that you love.
7. Take a shower with something that smells good.
8. Dance again.
9. Go out.
10. Go shopping.
11. Feel awesome by not caring.
12. Fake it till you make it.
13. Actually start feeling bad again, and let that be okay, because it's okay to feel bad sometimes.
14. Get motivated again.
15. Listen to Eye of the Tiger.
16. Volunteer somewhere.
17. Start to slowly feel better.
18. Go out with someone.
19. Smile a lot.
20. Sleep and have good dreams.
Now while some of these things are stupid they really do work for me. So try it, don't listen to sad music either, because that just makes it all worse.
Hope you are having a good day! :)
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