Confidence

So with recent changes I kinda became more confident... and I like it. I am back to my spit-fire, sassy self whose mouth can get her in trouble. I like me like this, I have a smile and I am me. I just said screw it, I have spent the last three years kinda bored and in a pathetic, unhappy state. So I just smiled and laughed and sassed and I am now so happy. I am picking out college classes and looking for a new job and putting myself out there. I love it. I love how much I smile, how I constantly look in the mirror and say "You're a pretty great chic!" Plus I let my inner flirt out because I am young and I like to flirt. I'm fun and smiling and I am coming into my bad-ass self.

So let's talk about being bad-ass. Or we could put it into a more presentable way of becoming more confident. I do this with parties actually, I know that sounds weird but I really love throwing parties. I am planning a Halloween party which should be awesome and I just feel happy. I also let me be me, which can be difficult. I kinda just let myself out, of course staying appropriate and figure if someone doesn't like me they don't have to be by me. And guess what? That rarely ever happens! I think what is helpful is that I have this ability to look at people who don't like me and just say "Okay." Because you don't need other people to love you! You have to live with you, every single day, so act the way you think is right and that you love.

So because I feel good about me, I am telling you to feel good about you. It's a nice thing to love who you are, yeah no one's perfect but that's okay. So have a good life. - A very happy J