So I have decided I am not going to make a video because I am really happy and mellow and I don't want to go on some great long ramble. I am really really calm and happy and content and just so awesome. Something you have to keep in mind is that becoming mellow and relaxed is odd for me, so bear with me. I have also gone through some changes and I am really starting to gain control of my anxiety/sadness. I have to say I feel so relaxed, especially because everyone in my life has kind of realized why I have been acting odd.
I do have to say I think I am going to blog about Christmas. Don't shoot me, I really hate when people start talking about Christmas super early, but I am seriously so excited this year. I am just excited for the future, which is odd. I really am not looking at it with fear, but with this new excitement. Not even an excited just a happy, and I love being happy and just ah! I have to say I like being happy, so if you are sad I need to say tell someone. I don't like to say depressed because I just am scared that I will be self diagnosing, but I was really going through a bunch of just sad days. So if you are going through that tell someone, it helps. A lot.
Back to Christmas, I am so freaking excited. I can't tell if I'm just excited in general but Christmas is exciting to me this year. Last year, not so much, this year I am in the spirit and I'm freaking out and things are changing for the better and just ah!
Ok, I'm going to calm down. Hope you munchkins are happy, I am, and I hope you are all excited for any holidays and if you don't celebrate anything I just hope you are excited! Bye munchkins! <3
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